{♥} Monday, August 11, 2008 '
Mr cool. i wonder when can i see you again. I hope there's still next. All te type girlsone you have. AHHA! going crazy over you laa. -.- i know is kinda lame, but dont know why just so fond on you.Fit body.
Stylish hair.
Good skin colour.
Sharp nose.
Big eyes.
OMG! GIRLS WILL!
AHHA!
Yeah, such great guys i hope got a great heart too. or eles also no use. AIYA, so sian la.
i hope can see him again lo. okok, gonna end here too.
Ending,
Sign-ed off, Y RIIYUKO
Better in time, @ 5:47 PM
{♥} Sunday, August 10, 2008 '
Can anyone get it? I wonder. It take's how long for a person realised the importance of another? Understand? is ok if you dont. cause, either do i. Sometimes, just wondering i could understand, and do some thing to the existance of another. Sometimes, just think. but can we ever know or understand? maybe god, you dont even understand too right? It's hard. people changing over period of time. It's not the same anymore. Dont cry. the rain of your tears make my sorrow even worste. Im sorry i dont understand. Im sorry i dont want to try. it's complicated. I's hurting when ever i try. Im sorry. i dont want to say sorry, but what else? if you insist for me to, then i will. i will at least try my very best for you, for now. Maybe. The way isnt easy isnt it? The things to do isnt only me to do right? i believe you are fair to me. you wont let me do it myself right? will you? Alright. I wont understand the importance of myself so how can i understand another? Through it will i really understand? your sure? so sure? Believe. Fine with me. Days will come as it gose by.
The silent speaks. You wont understand. Try to, but better dont.
Alright. i dont know what to post about my days.
Ok,im very fine.
im alright with my sister.
Im happy with my family.
Money isnt a problem for now.
But, still lack of something...........
I want a person to care for.
My lack of that!
Give me what i lack of please.
GIVE.GIVE.GIVE.GIVE.GIVE.GIVE.GIVE.GIVE.GIVE.GIVE.GIVE.GIVE.GIVE.GIVE
I WILL WAIT FOR YOU TO GIVE ME. WAITing in proccess!
End here;
Sign-ed off, Y RIIYUKO
Alright. i dont know what to post about my days.
Ok,im very fine.
im alright with my sister.
Im happy with my family.
Money isnt a problem for now.
But, still lack of something...........
I want a person to care for.
My lack of that!
Give me what i lack of please.
I WILL WAIT FOR YOU TO GIVE ME. WAITing in proccess!
End here;
Sign-ed off, Y RIIYUKO
Better in time, @ 6:57 PM
{♥} Thursday, August 7, 2008 '
Yeah, SOOOOOOOOOOOO Long never post any shit le! (:Im life was full of ups and down. But my you will be there for me right? Yes, thanks.
Ok, im ok with her, and im glad. Although not like last time, but is good enough. THANKS FOR THIS CHANCE YOU GAVE ME AGAIN. (:
Have change my skin recently, thanks to MAOMAO (:
Found out that, im quite interested in skins making now. Probly is the influence mao gave me! (: Is kinda fun i think. having to make your own skins and help other's too. Though, i not wanting to be a skin maker next time, just rendom only. (: mood was kinda good now. but suddenly dont know what to post. AHHA!
Yesterday, darn sampat* when causeway and aim for people take number -.- I know very lame laa.
But very funny. and fun. GIRLS LET"S GO AGAIN NEXT TIME! AHHA! (: alright, pohwei have 3, jasmine have 2, xinyi have1 and me...... i no have. so, i pathtic, take jasmine de 1 and pohwei de 1 -.- but didnt msg laa. so sian, not mine. so also no mood msg.
when we were about t go home from causeway, jasmine and xinyi want go see the guy pohwei take number de, do we when in again. So, xinyi and jasmine run. and i dont know why. so, they run i and pohwei and yi wei stand behide see. xinyi abit unbalance, she was hoding jasmine hand and jasmine when unbalance also and................................................................ Guess what......................................................
Ok,i guess i end here le baa. post when free and got mood. (: STAY TUNE!
End here;
Sign-ed off, YRIIYUKO
Better in time, @ 7:52 PM
{♥} Tuesday, July 29, 2008 '
Haven't really been posting for quiet long long le. Tired of life sometimes. Things that happen, i have been thinking through, saking comment about what i should do, but those just wont take place in me. Ya, those were people point, then what's mine? i seriously dont know. Those Action of yours, Words of yours, Acttitude of yours. Seriously, talking about ' god's word' ? do we really know about him? said he taught you to 'bless , do good' did you? i was just wondering doing good about talking things that will hurt? blessing by pushing that person too far? if it is, than i think god is really just the 'word' we said. Never realising how hurtful the words you say? maybe you did and you just want to say to hurt. feeling great seeing the person get hurt? HAHA. Yeah. good job, cause you really did it. so, god should be happy or sad seeing this? i wonder.
Not to say anything offensive, but is true. Did you 'guy think and put yourself into other people shose, before you say anything or do anything? yeah, i may have no right to say anything. i know im isnt perfect. sometime i really didnt think before i say,but after i realise i really hurt that person, i apologise for what i say. Atleast, i didnt say until very bitch.
If everyone where to think, 'Is her/hs fault not mine. then wo will ever to admit the fault?
Fine with me if you say the 'whole metter is mine fault. Im the one who start and end it. Im fne with that. Is true that i have fault in this metter. Over sensitive, over reacting, Acttitude, emotional. maybe more. I know that my over sensitive is getting worst, when ever it come's to friendship. Seriously i know. But what to do, isnt that i want. having that make me lost alot of friend. But this need time to change, is not like one or two days. Maybe you dont have this kind of thing bothering you, but can you put yourself into my shose? I wanted to change, but you must know, this is internal emotion. External dislike is more easy to change more then internal one. the emotion in me is out of my control. That's is my fault and the shit that alot of you dont like. i know that. I will try changing. But you think you have no fault about this metter? I cant say anything. as you say, i got no right to judge you.
Things that you heard, believe it if you like. Is ok. And , YES. i did say things. But didnt you? Curse? AHHA! Dont know what more to say for that. Do good to those that hate you? AHHA! By saying hurtful things aloud for anyone to hear? God really teach that way ar? HEEZ.
CAN YOU JUST CHANGE THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR ACTTITUDE? Nice right when you heard pohwei saying that? Happy right? she help you say 1st? wish she say another time ar? Hope that you are the one that say those ar? sure say louder that pohwei right? Heard that all le laa. (If some sentence missnig or phase wrong, sorry ar. )
Here ka jiao wei there ka jiao wei, Grow up aready? Haven't baa. Thinking back those moment of last time, i think we will all smile and laugh. Thinking that '' OMG! We are so childish laa. '' HAHA! Truly childish but still we want to go back to that time baa? the fun and happy moment.
Dont know why every stupit things must be link up with me. Ya, acttitude all those.
Ya Ya Ya Ya ... I know i know. I try change again baa. I know i change before and change back. but, who dont have their mistake? who dont have their own acttitude? I will change, FOR THE SAKE OF MYSELF! is that alright? hahaha. you must be dame happy doing some ' small action' behide ar? Dame happy to see me cry right? Great show, i know. ATTANTION SEEKER? YEAH, like you say before, who dont attantion seek? so issit that you 'guys got no right to say that? (i do remember that 1 of your post wrote that) Who dont cry? Is that i cant get over my emotion. can you kindly think about other people before you say something hurtful? ok,i know my emotion suck. and im sorry. but i just cnt help it. im not acting what pity or what. but my emotion just cant help it. Dont have to purposly say anything so loud for me to hear. if you want to say anything, say infront of me baa.
XINYI,DAPHNE,POHWEI and MAMMY THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I REALLY NEED SOMEONE.
THANKS!
End here;
Sign-ed off, Y RIIYUKO
Not to say anything offensive, but is true. Did you 'guy think and put yourself into other people shose, before you say anything or do anything? yeah, i may have no right to say anything. i know im isnt perfect. sometime i really didnt think before i say,but after i realise i really hurt that person, i apologise for what i say. Atleast, i didnt say until very bitch.
If everyone where to think, 'Is her/hs fault not mine. then wo will ever to admit the fault?
Fine with me if you say the 'whole metter is mine fault. Im the one who start and end it. Im fne with that. Is true that i have fault in this metter. Over sensitive, over reacting, Acttitude, emotional. maybe more. I know that my over sensitive is getting worst, when ever it come's to friendship. Seriously i know. But what to do, isnt that i want. having that make me lost alot of friend. But this need time to change, is not like one or two days. Maybe you dont have this kind of thing bothering you, but can you put yourself into my shose? I wanted to change, but you must know, this is internal emotion. External dislike is more easy to change more then internal one. the emotion in me is out of my control. That's is my fault and the shit that alot of you dont like. i know that. I will try changing. But you think you have no fault about this metter? I cant say anything. as you say, i got no right to judge you.
Things that you heard, believe it if you like. Is ok. And , YES. i did say things. But didnt you? Curse? AHHA! Dont know what more to say for that. Do good to those that hate you? AHHA! By saying hurtful things aloud for anyone to hear? God really teach that way ar? HEEZ.
CAN YOU JUST CHANGE THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR ACTTITUDE? Nice right when you heard pohwei saying that? Happy right? she help you say 1st? wish she say another time ar? Hope that you are the one that say those ar? sure say louder that pohwei right? Heard that all le laa. (If some sentence missnig or phase wrong, sorry ar. )
Here ka jiao wei there ka jiao wei, Grow up aready? Haven't baa. Thinking back those moment of last time, i think we will all smile and laugh. Thinking that '' OMG! We are so childish laa. '' HAHA! Truly childish but still we want to go back to that time baa? the fun and happy moment.
Dont know why every stupit things must be link up with me. Ya, acttitude all those.
Ya Ya Ya Ya ... I know i know. I try change again baa. I know i change before and change back. but, who dont have their mistake? who dont have their own acttitude? I will change, FOR THE SAKE OF MYSELF! is that alright? hahaha. you must be dame happy doing some ' small action' behide ar? Dame happy to see me cry right? Great show, i know. ATTANTION SEEKER? YEAH, like you say before, who dont attantion seek? so issit that you 'guys got no right to say that? (i do remember that 1 of your post wrote that) Who dont cry? Is that i cant get over my emotion. can you kindly think about other people before you say something hurtful? ok,i know my emotion suck. and im sorry. but i just cnt help it. im not acting what pity or what. but my emotion just cant help it. Dont have to purposly say anything so loud for me to hear. if you want to say anything, say infront of me baa.
XINYI,DAPHNE,POHWEI and MAMMY THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I REALLY NEED SOMEONE.
End here;
Sign-ed off, Y RIIYUKO
Better in time, @ 4:48 PM
{♥} Tuesday, July 22, 2008 '
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Better in time, @ 6:54 PM