{♥} Monday, June 23, 2008 '
Better in time, @ 8:43 PM
{♥} Saturday, June 21, 2008 '
Im so.......ARRRRGHX!!!!Why Im I the One that always do the listening but no one can hear me out??!!!!!!!! I WANT TO SPEAK MY HEART OUT!!!!!I WANT SOMEONE TO LISTEN!!!!!!!
Maybe,I just born to be the one that listen and keep mine though to myself bah........
I think i will end here,cuase i feel tired again.(i force myself to write up)
Goodbye, My Love
Better in time, @ 7:18 PM
{♥} Monday, June 16, 2008 '
It's been the longest year without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See,somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice,you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok....
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
Better in time, @ 2:20 PM
{♥} Tuesday, June 10, 2008 '
we were like plying and laughing while walking towards wisma there,alot ppl keep stare stare.
but i like feeling like*i dun give a fuck care wat u think.hahahah,i live more happy......
wanted to meet someone out,but he working....so nvm met nxt tym.
wen in far east and go to a shop to ask the aunty about the emboidry on hat....
hahah,i guess is $40+ bt end up is lesser.....hahahah,maomao kurp wib me the money.....
bt i pay 1st lah,cuz she in camp.....the design i draw dunno cum out nice mah......
*hope is nice lo.
Better in time, @ 7:09 PM
{♥} Monday, June 9, 2008 '
bt ok lah,i love the SHOPPING!!!!!
Shopping listing;
LV wallet,cap
CHANEL Bag
Burberry bag
Zippo lighter(for bd boii)
Wooden bag
2 HP pouch(1 maomao)
2 HP key chain(1 maomao)
1 neckcles(gugu mammy)
and.....and....and......
I forgot le.....
Im back,bt maomao now go camp....sian cant met her.....miss her soooo much.
hope she takecare herself in there.she will be bk on thurs,mayb gg to fetch her back.
Hmmmm....I miss him.....alot.dunno y am i gg to believe 'it' or not,i feel like distance drifting,drifting real far......since u have ur life,im not surpose to be interfering..............
A passager in to the life of one....
counting the every single steps....
crossing the mind of one...
Thinking,Missing,fearing......
why must it be the fear?
asking only yourself,
not believing and confident in oneself....
I fail to continue....
Heart bleeding every single second,minutes.....
The blood that flow out.....
my heart is weaken.....
every minutes,thousand and millon of cells dying
every day 1/4 of life flows aways
what else can I do more??
I cant go any farther.....
I dont want to be in this dreams,
I want to break through....
I dun wan things to to be different......
I dont wan you to leave my sight........
But i think,
i cant hold on to u forever....
I cant even hold you now......
can i still say forever??
can hold you once?
Can I??
I dun wan to be a burden to you......
I dun wan to be a person tt pissed you off....
I dunwan you to get annoy by me.....
I~
I just want a single moment....
to hold you tight....
It never be true....im awake
Better in time, @ 7:11 PM
{♥} Friday, June 6, 2008 '
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
IN ADVANCE,KEI!!!!!!
hahahah,can celebrate wib u bat,yeah....will give u your present wen im bk........
hmmm,wake up quiet early.Pei my daddy c doctor,his nt feeling well so yeah,as a child,i pei him. So,after cuming bk le,wen on9 c who gt on9 then saw my ex on9,tok wib him craping around....hahahah,dame arse lah him!!!!Gonna meet alot ppl wen i cum bk.
Things going to do wen back:
1)Pei peiqi do her shopping
2)Meet my jiejie go town or somewhere
3)Meet Kei up*wen he is free
4)Meet my ex-stead(wen ping) up and chit chat.....
5)Meet my ex-stead(weiboon)up and take my things back....
6)Prepare for SCHOOL REOPEN!!!!!!
Hahahahahha,should be those thing oni bah......
hmmm.....so,Kei tok to me,tell me abt his ytd.20+ fans gave him a surprise bd party....
hahahaha,good right,bt he say he very ps -.- and gt few fans quiet jealouse abt girl crowding over him.....POORTHING lo,too many girls fans le lo........
Now like tt liao,i think when superband start le more worse lo..........
Tml his fans also will celebrate for him then sun his band.....GOOD right*envy sooooo many ppl celebrating for him........
Hahahaha,he tell me sth.......
I hope he would keep his word,and hope is for real........
Trying to be understanding bah.....................................................................
Better in time, @ 11:58 AM
{♥} Wednesday, June 4, 2008 '
Time file,i foud my self growing,and I SLIM DOWN!!!!!!!!!!WoooHooooooo!!!!!!!
Look through some photo album ytd night,laugh away while looking.....im dame cute lah wen i was young....hahahahahahaha good model to okey!!hahahhaha
WOOOH,CUTII!!!!!!
Ohhhh~
MY VERY FIRST KISS!!!!
Im the shortest in class
Ooops =X
SMILE~~~
Serious~
1st dancing~
Wooh,NOW DE ME!!!!!Lot diff??yeah,i think so
Better in time, @ 4:38 PM
{♥} Tuesday, June 3, 2008 '
decide to buy thing for him le,wen cum bk met him up and give him his present.so quickly cum bk.....gg to miss every one,although is oni 3 day....hahahaha SOTT SOTT!!
found a song quiet nice....By:The click five-Say Goodnight
Better in time, @ 12:40 PM
{♥} Monday, June 2, 2008 '
Today go to imm wib my dear DESIREE to c the superband thing.......so we reach there around 4+and we decided to walk around.....so we go up to level 2 to c the stage place and go down to level 1,when we wen dwn desiree say y tt person so tall at MC,so i turn to look,*look familir....then realis he is kunio,kei vocalist (which is from异世界) then,we wen closer to c,yeah,is kunio and sam(bassist) then we saw kei and his drammer at long john buy thing.... saw a gal like very close to him,so didnt cor him,scared is his gf.....hahahahah,bt nt lah then they wen up,so we also wen up and find a place so tt we can c the performence....ya,we chose gt place,we sit at the side,can c everyone lo.....hahahahaha,bt hoh,he nv c me tt day sian.......
bt saw him dame white,his vocal more wose,whiter!!!!!!!diao.....
hahaha,so after tt head to find desiree stead,and then bk home at 10.25pm.
2/6/08-6:15pm
Today,in the morning very sian.....waiting for moamao to cum.....
so on9 awhile,ply webbi wib him bt he oni ply awhile nia,cuz he say he very ugly
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diao,bt he say met him awhile at bugis there,and me and mao also very sian,so we head down to bugis at around 1:20 then reach at around 2pm,we met him 2pm bt he cum at 3+ to 4
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sian,we slack around at bugis there very sian lo.....
then msg him,and finally he say 10mins go to MOS burger ther,so we when buy ice-cream eat and walk walk talk crap,while waiting for him.Finally saw him and we go towards him at look at each other,lol?hahahahs,then he say go dwn the arcade ther and tok.....wired,go arcade,so noise so we head outside bugis juntion.and talk at the piller ther....he very tall and WHITE!!!!!
hahahahah,he vocalist more worse,taller,WHITER!!!!!!!!!OMG lo.........
ok,anw we talk crap alll this then dunno y time very fast 5pm ardy,so we leave.....
he follow us bk to bugis juntion there,as he work over there,and we say goodbye and head to the taxi stand.... FUCK lo,PICK HOUR,bk home at around 5:40....and we paid 23+ for the taxi fee.....LLLoL!!!!!!!!ok,so tt ends my day.........
Better in time, @ 6:00 PM