{♥} Tuesday, July 29, 2008 '
Haven't really been posting for quiet long long le. Tired of life sometimes. Things that happen, i have been thinking through, saking comment about what i should do, but those just wont take place in me. Ya, those were people point, then what's mine? i seriously dont know. Those Action of yours, Words of yours, Acttitude of yours. Seriously, talking about ' god's word' ? do we really know about him? said he taught you to 'bless , do good' did you? i was just wondering doing good about talking things that will hurt? blessing by pushing that person too far? if it is, than i think god is really just the 'word' we said. Never realising how hurtful the words you say? maybe you did and you just want to say to hurt. feeling great seeing the person get hurt? HAHA. Yeah. good job, cause you really did it. so, god should be happy or sad seeing this? i wonder.
Not to say anything offensive, but is true. Did you 'guy think and put yourself into other people shose, before you say anything or do anything? yeah, i may have no right to say anything. i know im isnt perfect. sometime i really didnt think before i say,but after i realise i really hurt that person, i apologise for what i say. Atleast, i didnt say until very bitch.
If everyone where to think, 'Is her/hs fault not mine. then wo will ever to admit the fault?
Fine with me if you say the 'whole metter is mine fault. Im the one who start and end it. Im fne with that. Is true that i have fault in this metter. Over sensitive, over reacting, Acttitude, emotional. maybe more. I know that my over sensitive is getting worst, when ever it come's to friendship. Seriously i know. But what to do, isnt that i want. having that make me lost alot of friend. But this need time to change, is not like one or two days. Maybe you dont have this kind of thing bothering you, but can you put yourself into my shose? I wanted to change, but you must know, this is internal emotion. External dislike is more easy to change more then internal one. the emotion in me is out of my control. That's is my fault and the shit that alot of you dont like. i know that. I will try changing. But you think you have no fault about this metter? I cant say anything. as you say, i got no right to judge you.
Things that you heard, believe it if you like. Is ok. And , YES. i did say things. But didnt you? Curse? AHHA! Dont know what more to say for that. Do good to those that hate you? AHHA! By saying hurtful things aloud for anyone to hear? God really teach that way ar? HEEZ.
CAN YOU JUST CHANGE THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR ACTTITUDE? Nice right when you heard pohwei saying that? Happy right? she help you say 1st? wish she say another time ar? Hope that you are the one that say those ar? sure say louder that pohwei right? Heard that all le laa. (If some sentence missnig or phase wrong, sorry ar. )
Here ka jiao wei there ka jiao wei, Grow up aready? Haven't baa. Thinking back those moment of last time, i think we will all smile and laugh. Thinking that '' OMG! We are so childish laa. '' HAHA! Truly childish but still we want to go back to that time baa? the fun and happy moment.
Dont know why every stupit things must be link up with me. Ya, acttitude all those.
Ya Ya Ya Ya ... I know i know. I try change again baa. I know i change before and change back. but, who dont have their mistake? who dont have their own acttitude? I will change, FOR THE SAKE OF MYSELF! is that alright? hahaha. you must be dame happy doing some ' small action' behide ar? Dame happy to see me cry right? Great show, i know. ATTANTION SEEKER? YEAH, like you say before, who dont attantion seek? so issit that you 'guys got no right to say that? (i do remember that 1 of your post wrote that) Who dont cry? Is that i cant get over my emotion. can you kindly think about other people before you say something hurtful? ok,i know my emotion suck. and im sorry. but i just cnt help it. im not acting what pity or what. but my emotion just cant help it. Dont have to purposly say anything so loud for me to hear. if you want to say anything, say infront of me baa.
XINYI,DAPHNE,POHWEI and MAMMY THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I REALLY NEED SOMEONE.
THANKS!
End here;
Sign-ed off, Y RIIYUKO
Not to say anything offensive, but is true. Did you 'guy think and put yourself into other people shose, before you say anything or do anything? yeah, i may have no right to say anything. i know im isnt perfect. sometime i really didnt think before i say,but after i realise i really hurt that person, i apologise for what i say. Atleast, i didnt say until very bitch.
If everyone where to think, 'Is her/hs fault not mine. then wo will ever to admit the fault?
Fine with me if you say the 'whole metter is mine fault. Im the one who start and end it. Im fne with that. Is true that i have fault in this metter. Over sensitive, over reacting, Acttitude, emotional. maybe more. I know that my over sensitive is getting worst, when ever it come's to friendship. Seriously i know. But what to do, isnt that i want. having that make me lost alot of friend. But this need time to change, is not like one or two days. Maybe you dont have this kind of thing bothering you, but can you put yourself into my shose? I wanted to change, but you must know, this is internal emotion. External dislike is more easy to change more then internal one. the emotion in me is out of my control. That's is my fault and the shit that alot of you dont like. i know that. I will try changing. But you think you have no fault about this metter? I cant say anything. as you say, i got no right to judge you.
Things that you heard, believe it if you like. Is ok. And , YES. i did say things. But didnt you? Curse? AHHA! Dont know what more to say for that. Do good to those that hate you? AHHA! By saying hurtful things aloud for anyone to hear? God really teach that way ar? HEEZ.
CAN YOU JUST CHANGE THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR ACTTITUDE? Nice right when you heard pohwei saying that? Happy right? she help you say 1st? wish she say another time ar? Hope that you are the one that say those ar? sure say louder that pohwei right? Heard that all le laa. (If some sentence missnig or phase wrong, sorry ar. )
Here ka jiao wei there ka jiao wei, Grow up aready? Haven't baa. Thinking back those moment of last time, i think we will all smile and laugh. Thinking that '' OMG! We are so childish laa. '' HAHA! Truly childish but still we want to go back to that time baa? the fun and happy moment.
Dont know why every stupit things must be link up with me. Ya, acttitude all those.
Ya Ya Ya Ya ... I know i know. I try change again baa. I know i change before and change back. but, who dont have their mistake? who dont have their own acttitude? I will change, FOR THE SAKE OF MYSELF! is that alright? hahaha. you must be dame happy doing some ' small action' behide ar? Dame happy to see me cry right? Great show, i know. ATTANTION SEEKER? YEAH, like you say before, who dont attantion seek? so issit that you 'guys got no right to say that? (i do remember that 1 of your post wrote that) Who dont cry? Is that i cant get over my emotion. can you kindly think about other people before you say something hurtful? ok,i know my emotion suck. and im sorry. but i just cnt help it. im not acting what pity or what. but my emotion just cant help it. Dont have to purposly say anything so loud for me to hear. if you want to say anything, say infront of me baa.
XINYI,DAPHNE,POHWEI and MAMMY THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I REALLY NEED SOMEONE.
End here;
Sign-ed off, Y RIIYUKO
Better in time, @ 4:48 PM
{♥} Tuesday, July 22, 2008 '
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Better in time, @ 6:54 PM
{♥} Sunday, July 20, 2008 '
Good morning everyone, finally you get your skin already ah mao. Like it?
Spent my sleeping time to help you do, your nuffnang is done toos. ^^
By the time you wake up, I think. I'am still sleeping yeah?
Sorry if it's too pink, there's cute cursors and laces and stuffs. So.. Spare me~ Haha!
Hope you won't mind me giving you a surprise yea, :P
Anything don't like, come to me agian and I'll edit for you again.
Alrights, time check : 2am. I'am still not sleeping yet. So, Good nights mao.
Candydreams and hope you will like the skin yeah. :)
Bye, iloveyou. :D
Better in time, @ 2:00 AM
{♥} Saturday, July 19, 2008 '
THE LOVE NEVER MEND BACK AGAIN.Y
haven been posting for the past two days baa. haha,lazy laa. and busy editing picture reading other people blog. wooh,after reading their blog,i felt that... MY BLOG SUCK! i want to change my blog skins leii! LIAW PEIQI quick quick! hai,she must be dame piss-ed of laa. i have been pastering her for my blog skins and my themes. AHHA! Aiya. bobian maa, she is so good st those thing. if im good at those, i dont need let her so busy le. ILOVEYOU LAA!
ok,days in school was very very normal. and as ususal, very 'sampat' with pohwei around. so school issnt really boring. Friday,get some nagging from.. 'guess who' MISS DUCKI (credit:MAO name that) ok,telling me about my potential in myself and im not using it because i want to stick with my friend. so i decied-ed to take away my potential to be able to be the same as them? WTH? alright. i felt abit that way laa. that period when i wasnt with them, i do focus on my studies and i go home every day after school. ok,that's make my mum think the same way as miss ducki . Did you notice that after you join back them,you go back to your old self? every time late go home, never see you do home work. and your handphone bill start to BOOOMBAA again. -MUMMY.
ok,i found myself change back again. but im happier. i will try to combine them together ok? be a good girl but at the same time have myself happy. stick with my sister.
Satarday. 3:15pm
ok,was bend-ed by mummy cannot go out with my friend for today. cause last satarday 8pm like that then reach home. AHHA! so i obey my mummy follow her to ah yi house. Slack here,bring yorii along. people keep stare stare at me. like some freak. -.- ok,feel like telling them. 'Hallo aunty and uncle please up-grade yourself please! is not unusal or some freak bring dolls out!
LLLLLOL. -.-
GUESS WHAT I FIND OUT! MAKE ME FAINT! Yorii face are corrupt-ed! FK, im not a good mummy!!!! im so going to bring him to alice and do some touch up! i hope is not so expansive.
or i gonna broke dont know like what le. YORII SORRY, YOU DONT HAVE A GOOD MUMMY T.T . -.-
ok,later going home at 4 pm then going to fuotang' at 7pm. hmm... got my day plann-ed. So what will tomorrow be? 'IT WILL BE A MYSTERY'
End here;
Sign-ed off. YRIIYUKO
Better in time, @ 2:45 PM
{♥} Thursday, July 17, 2008 '
Alright, start my posting again.
I have to say, please dont act like as if you care about it! it makes you like a bitch when i find out is was just your acting. and, the innocent wont count. just a fool alright.I dont want to say all this, but WHAT THE FK!? The ff from you? the ignore? what the hell you think, seriously? if you want to end it, just say. is not as if you dont have a mouth to speak right? seens all my words are meaninglss to you, what for actting like they do work for you? why act like your the one? you are so good in acting, why dont you go mediacorp and work? let me tell you, YOUR BULLSHIT MAKE YOU SUCK.
Alright. after some spiting out, will start a post here.
i was just so jealouse of ''someone'' hanging out with another person. so much so, i also hang out with pohwei. you cant possibilliy want me to go alone maa. just read your post. ''if you think that friends noe are true. then i dont know what more i can say. if you really think so, then what is true? are you a true friend that i can say? i maybe not your so called close friend le baa. hahas. can i say, is you are the one who forget about the memory and cant let go and go back the past? alright. what i want to say is, you change along the way. ALOT. i have to say. LAST LONG WITH YOUR BOY. i know you like him alot, so dont have to say you dont infront of me ya. (:
THE VANISH IN BETWEEN US, THAT DAY ON.
Ok,i dont really know what to post now. BLANK IN MY BRAIN!
Shall end here le.
[[If 1day i die. the thing i want to tell you is, i will want to watch over you and protect you.]]
End here;
Sign-ed off. YRIIYUKO
I have to say, please dont act like as if you care about it! it makes you like a bitch when i find out is was just your acting. and, the innocent wont count. just a fool alright.I dont want to say all this, but WHAT THE FK!? The ff from you? the ignore? what the hell you think, seriously? if you want to end it, just say. is not as if you dont have a mouth to speak right? seens all my words are meaninglss to you, what for actting like they do work for you? why act like your the one? you are so good in acting, why dont you go mediacorp and work? let me tell you, YOUR BULLSHIT MAKE YOU SUCK.
Alright. after some spiting out, will start a post here.
i was just so jealouse of ''someone'' hanging out with another person. so much so, i also hang out with pohwei. you cant possibilliy want me to go alone maa. just read your post. ''if you think that friends noe are true. then i dont know what more i can say. if you really think so, then what is true? are you a true friend that i can say? i maybe not your so called close friend le baa. hahas. can i say, is you are the one who forget about the memory and cant let go and go back the past? alright. what i want to say is, you change along the way. ALOT. i have to say. LAST LONG WITH YOUR BOY. i know you like him alot, so dont have to say you dont infront of me ya. (:
THE VANISH IN BETWEEN US, THAT DAY ON.
Ok,i dont really know what to post now. BLANK IN MY BRAIN!
Shall end here le.
[[If 1day i die. the thing i want to tell you is, i will want to watch over you and protect you.]]
End here;
Sign-ed off. YRIIYUKO
Better in time, @ 2:48 PM
{♥} Monday, July 14, 2008 '
AHHA! Later i gonna get sick and tired of posting again le! Hmm. feel like asking LIAW PEIQI to help me do one more skin. HAHAS. Im so fuck up this few days. i just feel that way. Sorry to those around me, getting piss-ed off by me.Ok,Im gonna bark up! I gonna pass all my subject! exp. MATHS! I want to go in to designing couses next time. so math must atleast a B! OMG! ok.
NEXT YEAR CONTANT;
Geography. (:
History.
Sicence. (:
Maths. (E) (:
Maths. (A) [Not sure taking this or not.]
Chinese. (:
POA. (: [If im taking (A) then will not be having this.]
F&N.
D&T.
English. (:
Art.
Ok,you can see. Im forcusing on maths. and ofcause english must also pass laa. I really hope to get into courses i like. DISGNING! AHHA! having more interest in that. maybe im going the same class as pohwei,as our marks is almost the same. and the subject we taking are the same! so i thnk is with her baa. most of them are taking history. my history not good, i didnt even pass-ed before. i never pay attantion in class too. more interest in geography baa. WISH ME LUCK BAA!
PERSONIFY;
Eazy Going. (:
Hi.bye friend. :S
Moodswing. :S
Emo kia. :S
Happy go luck. :S
Cheering machine. :)
Joker. :)
Spoiler. :(
Love giving. :)
Caring. :))
Bossy. :S
Idiot. :S
Smart. :S
Anger manage. :)
Listener. :))))
Talker-tive. :))
Understanding. :S
Understanding. :S
Some are not list-ed as i dont know what's more to write.
:S - Okok. Got and Nope.
:) - YES. [ :)))))))) - YES, CONFIDENT. ]
:( - no. Not really laa!
AHHA! Yeah,about me lo. want know more arr? Then read more of my posting! Tag me! WAHHA! Will Update more post. (:
ok,Yorii profile is gonna update. the new baby!
He's Profile:
Orginal name. [[♥炽翎-KIM ]]
Twist turn [[♥よりい-YORII]]
Be Mine. [[♥120708 ]]
1st Out. [[♥080601]]
Touch sky. [[♥1/3 cm ]]
Exis for. [[♥$Wooh ]]
Body. [[♥male ]]
Genarel. [[♥Pretty boy ]]
Better in time, @ 5:24 PM
{♥} Saturday, July 12, 2008 '
End here;
Sign-ed off YRIIYUKO
Better in time, @ 10:54 AM
{♥} Friday, July 11, 2008 '
Arghx. Dame it. MY EYES STILL SWOLLEN!! ok laa, got better then yesterday le.ok, yesterday desiree and felicia came my house find me. Desiree was busy make up -.- falicia was busy playing psp -.- so,i just lay down and esther called and talk to her. ok, SO BORING LAA.
Today,i also never go school. 2days MC. I think got things happen in school, just that they dont want tell me. FK, thats the reason i dont like never go school. -.- CHILDISH LAA! How old aready? i felt like we are still like a child ok!? Alright, i dont want say much. i dont want unnesserry(sorry with the spelling mistake.) misunderstanding.
They surpose to come. she promise me that. but ok, i call-ed them up, and they say they dont feel like coming cuase is too far. FINE WITH ME! CUASE i have guess it le. Never put much hope to it too. Im so fade up some time. why you all just cant give me the trust?
TO,the want i love most.
You seems never care. or can i say you dont even give a dame about me living or ignoring you. or you just say that you cant stand the ignore and the silent. JUST SAYing only? I dont understand ok, i dont understand you ok! I want to. can you answer me? Im i not good to you?
Ok,I have to say. Im acting like i dont care, the truth is I CARE ALOT! Seeing those ignore, how much you dont care about me talking or not talking to you? HURT! I just waiting for you to show that you care. Isnt it every time im giving in and talk to you when ever your emotion came by? cant this time your turn? Did i ever ask some thing for you to do some changes between us? did i? alright. i think is up to your choice baa.
End here;
Sign-ed off. YRIIYUKO.
Better in time, @ 1:20 PM
{♥} Thursday, July 10, 2008 '
Yes. I thnk she will e better without me. I hope you stay really happy, it's hurt to see you sad and emo. Better stop all your late going out. Dont skip any of your meal please. There's alot to be said. but for now,I will keep it in. and please dont think of any commit sucided. PLEASE! And your mum cares for you,she want me to tell you. dont always go out until lte and she cant even contect you. so,tell her and let her know whe are you next time baa. it's worrying out of her (:
Takecare my love,
Wake up at 2+ am, my head hurts alot! cant get to sleep by all means! Im so tried! oh,my lord. put me to sleep please! finally by 4+am, im off to ZZZz '. haha. Then have to wake up at 6am to et really for another day of school. so,when to the toilet, REALISED,MY EYES BECAME SO SMALL AND SWOLLEN! OMG! DARN PAIN LAA! ok,so i went in my mum room and tel her about it so. here im never go school. So,when right on to my bed. The very 1st person i message and tell is peiqi. ok,but she never reply. Meihoon message and ask me where me, i very feeling quiet happy,atleast someone message and ask me. and i tell her the reason. after which, desiree message asking something,then ask me takecare. i message pohwei after that. WAH, darn boxim laa. SHE NEVER MESSAGE ME AND ASK!!!!!! Idiot. FINALLY, peiqi message and ask how me.
Then say she will not be coming. *somehow feeling sad. I though she will be the one coming. but.... nevermind then. ): she hs her thing to do baa. and after all the thing still stuck in between us baa. ok,pohwei said no one will be coming, SAD! really ok, like last time,only desiree and te rest sy busy because they go eat chicken rice! -.- idiot. hope this time not like that, or else i will be very very sad. ok then,i think today i wont be using the com long. as my darn eyes need it's rest.
AHHA! (:
ok,I think i gonna end here. Later will be doing some self study, as i think i will miss out alot today. YEAH! Gonna ask what homework miss kwek give today. haha.
OK,I LOVE YOU GIRLS.And thanks DESIREE telling me you miss me, which none other did.
And POHWEI, thank for telling me that, WITHOUT ME,SCHOOL IS BORING!
Wahaha. THANKS GIRLS (:
End Here;
Sign-ed off. YRIIYUKO .
Takecare my love,
Wake up at 2+ am, my head hurts alot! cant get to sleep by all means! Im so tried! oh,my lord. put me to sleep please! finally by 4+am, im off to ZZZz '. haha. Then have to wake up at 6am to et really for another day of school. so,when to the toilet, REALISED,MY EYES BECAME SO SMALL AND SWOLLEN! OMG! DARN PAIN LAA! ok,so i went in my mum room and tel her about it so. here im never go school. So,when right on to my bed. The very 1st person i message and tell is peiqi. ok,but she never reply. Meihoon message and ask me where me, i very feeling quiet happy,atleast someone message and ask me. and i tell her the reason. after which, desiree message asking something,then ask me takecare. i message pohwei after that. WAH, darn boxim laa. SHE NEVER MESSAGE ME AND ASK!!!!!! Idiot. FINALLY, peiqi message and ask how me.
Then say she will not be coming. *somehow feeling sad. I though she will be the one coming. but.... nevermind then. ): she hs her thing to do baa. and after all the thing still stuck in between us baa. ok,pohwei said no one will be coming, SAD! really ok, like last time,only desiree and te rest sy busy because they go eat chicken rice! -.- idiot. hope this time not like that, or else i will be very very sad. ok then,i think today i wont be using the com long. as my darn eyes need it's rest.
AHHA! (:
ok,I think i gonna end here. Later will be doing some self study, as i think i will miss out alot today. YEAH! Gonna ask what homework miss kwek give today. haha.
OK,I LOVE YOU GIRLS.And thanks DESIREE telling me you miss me, which none other did.
And POHWEI, thank for telling me that, WITHOUT ME,SCHOOL IS BORING!
Wahaha. THANKS GIRLS (:
End Here;
Sign-ed off. YRIIYUKO .
Better in time, @ 1:28 PM
{♥} Wednesday, July 9, 2008 '
Cool dollies, The red hair one is RUKI.(alice dollies;the one in white is her's too,but dont know what name. )( The cool dude is so cool,until i buey tahan. =x )
Credit[[ Thanks so much alice,for letting us take the picture. ]]
That just look so sweet together.(Alice do the pose for them.)
(Front view. ) [[caption : Why didnt they kiss?! They look so sweet.
(Side view. ) [[caption : Im so gonna fall in love with you, RUKI!]]
Being together, Envy with their love. YAYEE! Faith have her love with Ruki.
Better in time, @ 5:50 PM
{♥} Tuesday, July 8, 2008 '
Today school was fine. Only that i dont know why she give me acttitude after break. I dont know why. Ya,always my fault to other people point of view? Last time want i quarrle with them,i emo they also want say me attantion seek? Why issit always me?
Xinyi was right baa,mayb some time just dont so kp so helpful,so care for people.
but,is eazy to go on her. me, never gose right.
YTIME FILE~
Beacuse of some misunderstanding between our sister,i change becuase of them.
My acttitude.(althought some time will come back,but who dont? who is 100% ok? )
My thinking.(althought some time i dont really think of your point of view. but,no on is 100%)
My mood.(some times come back with my usual mood,but you cant blam me,who dont have their own acttitude)
That's the things i change for you guys but dose anyone appreciate that? Dose anyone notice that?
Why is that no one will ever think about me 1st? i dont need you to pity me,but atleast pay attantion to me, right? is like, i always think about you girls,but i seems none think about me 1st. i know you surly be thinking, 'is you ownself willing de maa' i dont know why you all never understand. haven i give in enough? haven i?
I didnt think of giving up? I have. I HAVE! but i never,because i beileve that you will know and find my existence soon. and i believe some sister aready find out. although some time you still let me linger around. but is good enough. THANKS for hearing me out POHWEI!!!! THANKS FOR HEARING ME OUT TOO ESTHER!!! XINYI!!! Thanks girls. you girls really help alot to be by hearing me! I LOVE YOU GIRL!
I have to say im really disappointed with you. And, I DONT CARE IF WHERE YOU BREAK WITH HIM HE WILL HATE ME OR NOT! CAUSE I HAVE TO SAY, THIS WILL BE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME! BECAUSE I DIDNT TAKE A GUN OF KEEP ASK HER TO BREK WITH YOU!!!! SO I ALSO DONT CARE IF YOU READING MY BLOG OR WHAT EVER IT IS!
I tell you before dont bluff me. you give me your promise. and you break it again.
each time you break,it hurts. Im i surpose to be given those kind emoing of you and acttitude?
sometime is that i dont know what wrong i am to be deserving that. really dont know. tell me. Im not good enough to you? i didnt care for you? I believe those with eyes could see how much i love you and care for you more then any others.
I believe you also dont know that i help you alot behide you. although i dont need any thing or want you to know.but i just want to tell you that, pay more attantion to people around you.
Im not wanting us to split because of him. I DONT WANT BECAUSE OF 1 DARN GUY! HIS NOT WORTH! [[YOU ARE NOT WORTH,TRUST ME YOU ARE NOT]]-HIM!
Xinyi was right baa,mayb some time just dont so kp so helpful,so care for people.
but,is eazy to go on her. me, never gose right.
YTIME FILE~
Beacuse of some misunderstanding between our sister,i change becuase of them.
My acttitude.(althought some time will come back,but who dont? who is 100% ok? )
My thinking.(althought some time i dont really think of your point of view. but,no on is 100%)
My mood.(some times come back with my usual mood,but you cant blam me,who dont have their own acttitude)
That's the things i change for you guys but dose anyone appreciate that? Dose anyone notice that?
Why is that no one will ever think about me 1st? i dont need you to pity me,but atleast pay attantion to me, right? is like, i always think about you girls,but i seems none think about me 1st. i know you surly be thinking, 'is you ownself willing de maa' i dont know why you all never understand. haven i give in enough? haven i?
I didnt think of giving up? I have. I HAVE! but i never,because i beileve that you will know and find my existence soon. and i believe some sister aready find out. although some time you still let me linger around. but is good enough. THANKS for hearing me out POHWEI!!!! THANKS FOR HEARING ME OUT TOO ESTHER!!! XINYI!!! Thanks girls. you girls really help alot to be by hearing me! I LOVE YOU GIRL!
I have to say im really disappointed with you. And, I DONT CARE IF WHERE YOU BREAK WITH HIM HE WILL HATE ME OR NOT! CAUSE I HAVE TO SAY, THIS WILL BE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME! BECAUSE I DIDNT TAKE A GUN OF KEEP ASK HER TO BREK WITH YOU!!!! SO I ALSO DONT CARE IF YOU READING MY BLOG OR WHAT EVER IT IS!
I tell you before dont bluff me. you give me your promise. and you break it again.
each time you break,it hurts. Im i surpose to be given those kind emoing of you and acttitude?
sometime is that i dont know what wrong i am to be deserving that. really dont know. tell me. Im not good enough to you? i didnt care for you? I believe those with eyes could see how much i love you and care for you more then any others.
I believe you also dont know that i help you alot behide you. although i dont need any thing or want you to know.but i just want to tell you that, pay more attantion to people around you.
Im not wanting us to split because of him. I DONT WANT BECAUSE OF 1 DARN GUY! HIS NOT WORTH! [[YOU ARE NOT WORTH,TRUST ME YOU ARE NOT]]-HIM!
Better in time, @ 6:14 PM
{♥} Monday, July 7, 2008 '
Better in time, @ 8:44 PM
{♥} '
Hmm. wake up in the morning things flashes through my mind. so lying down closing my eyes and think. The past now and the future which im surpose to be and wanted to be.So, decieded to wake up.
Monday. 11.20am. [[ Tried mood ]]
Online now. See my friendster, sees if he did reply my comment. But nah, he didnt reply.
So,when to see my blog,edit somethings. OMG! My personal colume disappear! But peiqi say is like that one,some time her's also will like that.
So readers, bear wth me. SORRY. =X
ok,see peiqi blog. she is so clever laa! doing her own blogskin, and i have to ask her for help, for my own skin. D:
Anyway, my current blogskin credit is from her
YLIAW PEIQI
AHHA! ;D
ok,so now do some posting. incast my mood come back again then don't fee like blogging.
Today surpose to go out with my darlings but i never go. Because now no money,still have to save up for our 2dollies! So yeah, SORRY SISTER! Will return back to you girls next time kaey!
PROMISE! Hope you girls not angry wth me. but anyway all got partner i go also extra. :X
Hmm. later maybe got go singtel change my phone! FINALLY lorr! Going to change a better one. sony or nokia one.
See, you have to use the phonefor that arn 2 years so must well get a good want right? Pay more abit also nevermind one maa. so yeah, i going to ask for the one i like and don't care my parent!
Because for the past year,they dont let me change the phone i wan and so i have been pastering them for so long. so i believe they also tired of me keep pastering them. So *grain smile* LLLOL! x]
ok,yesterday mum 12 like that then come back home.so use computer until 12 also. AHHA!
ok,read her blog *name will not be mantion* Yeah,see. i told you before that you will like him someday. So last long with him baa. You dont have to care about me,as i say he like you the different way. so yeah,trust me he do lke you. Tresure people around you is wht you said to me before,so now im gonna say back to you (:
You have aready caught hold of his heart,so im gonna give up. cuase it's no point anymore. You have win in the very 1st place. So lastly i gonna say is 'Last long kkkeay. you always said the opposit of what you feel,so i can sence it (:
Letting go of 1 hand,is like the bullet go right trough my heart. Understand,the love of both.
being there for you whenever you need? helping you go through your up and down?
Remeber? Hope you didnt forget it. The promise given from you to me? The promise given from me to you,i never forget. I never. Can you se how much i love you? how much i cant bear to hate you? how much i dont bear to let you go? People saying,i chose to close my ears and believe you. Dont have to ask me who. ever did i ask you anything they say? ever hate you? I know i didnt.
Because love you. I hope you know. And I hope you dont leave me no metter what.
Better in time, @ 12:19 PM
{♥} Sunday, July 6, 2008 '
Finally have the god darn mood to do some posting.
Nothing really much happen this few few days.
yeah,you readers can go to Peiqi blog to see what I have been doing.
becuase I ALWAYS STICK WITH HER!
AHHA! (:
YSaturday,050708.
Yesterday, i and peiqi when to far east,surupose to be meeting my mum to go aljunie to pay my fee for singing lesson, but let her wait too long so she decided to PS us -.- and go to my aunty house.
so we head down to fareast and have our lunch,then rain pouring down, lightly and then heavily!
Arghx. And we still alight at the wrong station -.- 'somerset' Peiqi 'geikiang' then say nevermind we walk there. I say anything and then... we walk there. we run to 'heeren'(raining) then go find a toilet which make us so dame cold finding it. -.-
The rain get samller when we walk out of heeren. Head down to fareast,wanted to eat KFC but, too many people same as Supway too. So when to et Long John Silver, good. NO PEOPLE!
Eat until very full,and talking crap all the way while eating. x]
After eating,felt that nothing to do at fareat so we head down to bugis. Bought 2tops(''brown elmo shirt'' and ''I love my boyfriend shirt'') and 1cardi (black,guys version).
Peiqi bought 1top ('orange sercurity shirt') AHHA! :D
After buying our thing,nothing to do so i decieded to bring peiqi to 'alice 88th' and see her Dollie and guess what... WE BOUGHT 1!Our Baby okay!
Her's Profile:
Called [[ 娆]]
Be ours [[ 050708 ]]
Touch sky [[ 1/3 cm ]]
Love [[ $496 ]]
Body [[ Female ]]
Beauty [[ Sweet face ]]
Photo will be post-ed went she's take home.*
He's Profile:(haven bought. But has been comfirm)
Called [[-]]
Be ours [[-]]
Touch sky [[ 1/3 cm]]
Love [[-]]
Body [[ Male ]]
General [[ Cool face ]]
Photo will be post-ed went he's bought and take home.*
Ok,that ends my saturday life!
YSunday,060708.
When to QSN(youth *club*) in te morning 9.20am. Ok,i was late. Surpose to be 9am but i when to buy things to full my tummy so was late. lucky no one scold or nag me! or else im going to faint*
Then when there to chit chat(not surpose to be) but yeah,(im not that guai) so was darn high,i also don't know why. AHHA! (:
Ok,Just cop* something from my cousin to blog.
I feel so familier lo,just like the lyrics of Burial applicant'Gazette.
She have a very good thinking of thoughts.
Yes,i believe i still love you. But i have to let you go right? right now? right at this moment?
I have to right? Althought i cant bear to. I know,you belong to another heart. I know you never be the one im waiting for. Moving on is the only choice im given,right? Im gonna move on again alone,at this street. Too dark to even see anything. Too cold to even feel the coldness. Warm my heart , will you? I know,im thinking impossible again. I know there's always that seat left empty. The stage i once was,I wanted the seat to be full. I wanted... but just,there's always that 1 seat left empty. The promise was made to be full,but you broke it. Again and again, I thought you will mend the promise back. Again and again i believe and step up the stage,believing the emptyness will be gone. I always do believe in that. But this time, Im taking of the shose and step down the stair of the very stage. YGoodbye my love is what i want to say right now. At the very end, my heart is never mend back again.
Nothing really much happen this few few days.
yeah,you readers can go to Peiqi blog to see what I have been doing.
becuase I ALWAYS STICK WITH HER!
AHHA! (:
YSaturday,050708.
Yesterday, i and peiqi when to far east,surupose to be meeting my mum to go aljunie to pay my fee for singing lesson, but let her wait too long so she decided to PS us -.- and go to my aunty house.
so we head down to fareast and have our lunch,then rain pouring down, lightly and then heavily!
Arghx. And we still alight at the wrong station -.- 'somerset' Peiqi 'geikiang' then say nevermind we walk there. I say anything and then... we walk there. we run to 'heeren'(raining) then go find a toilet which make us so dame cold finding it. -.-
The rain get samller when we walk out of heeren. Head down to fareast,wanted to eat KFC but, too many people same as Supway too. So when to et Long John Silver, good. NO PEOPLE!
Eat until very full,and talking crap all the way while eating. x]
After eating,felt that nothing to do at fareat so we head down to bugis. Bought 2tops(''brown elmo shirt'' and ''I love my boyfriend shirt'') and 1cardi (black,guys version).
Peiqi bought 1top ('orange sercurity shirt') AHHA! :D
After buying our thing,nothing to do so i decieded to bring peiqi to 'alice 88th' and see her Dollie and guess what... WE BOUGHT 1!Our Baby okay!
Her's Profile:
Called [[ 娆]]
Be ours [[ 050708 ]]
Touch sky [[ 1/3 cm ]]
Love [[ $496 ]]
Body [[ Female ]]
Beauty [[ Sweet face ]]
Photo will be post-ed went she's take home.*
He's Profile:(haven bought. But has been comfirm)
Called [[-]]
Be ours [[-]]
Touch sky [[ 1/3 cm]]
Love [[-]]
Body [[ Male ]]
General [[ Cool face ]]
Photo will be post-ed went he's bought and take home.*
Ok,that ends my saturday life!
YSunday,060708.
When to QSN(youth *club*) in te morning 9.20am. Ok,i was late. Surpose to be 9am but i when to buy things to full my tummy so was late. lucky no one scold or nag me! or else im going to faint*
Then when there to chit chat(not surpose to be) but yeah,(im not that guai) so was darn high,i also don't know why. AHHA! (:
Ok,Just cop* something from my cousin to blog.
I feel so familier lo,just like the lyrics of Burial applicant'Gazette.
She have a very good thinking of thoughts.
YLucifer,my black winged friend.
There'll never be anyone like you.
Stop crying.
Your tears are staining my face.
It's not worth it.
I'm not worth it.
I'm not sad. REALLY.
I have,you. And that's all i need.
Thank you, very very much.
Only you ever understands me.
Or atleast, you tried to.
They never tried. They thought they knew.
But all were lies. Or maybe some. Maybe none.
I've been lying so much that i don't know what's right
or who i am anymore. Lucifer,you're my only hope.
& my only friend.
I love you O' so much.
Please don't ever leave me.
This is not a promise. This is an order. Obey me please.
To me you're the only one for me.
I know you love me, so obey me.
Tell me that you'll be there no metter what.
Tell me that you will protect me.
I know you won't just leave me linger around.
You are the one,just for me {edit-ed abit by: Riiyuko}
Yes,i believe i still love you. But i have to let you go right? right now? right at this moment?
I have to right? Althought i cant bear to. I know,you belong to another heart. I know you never be the one im waiting for. Moving on is the only choice im given,right? Im gonna move on again alone,at this street. Too dark to even see anything. Too cold to even feel the coldness. Warm my heart , will you? I know,im thinking impossible again. I know there's always that seat left empty. The stage i once was,I wanted the seat to be full. I wanted... but just,there's always that 1 seat left empty. The promise was made to be full,but you broke it. Again and again, I thought you will mend the promise back. Again and again i believe and step up the stage,believing the emptyness will be gone. I always do believe in that. But this time, Im taking of the shose and step down the stair of the very stage. YGoodbye my love is what i want to say right now. At the very end, my heart is never mend back again.
Better in time, @ 5:11 PM