{♥} Monday, June 9, 2008 '
bt ok lah,i love the SHOPPING!!!!!
Shopping listing;
LV wallet,cap
CHANEL Bag
Burberry bag
Zippo lighter(for bd boii)
Wooden bag
2 HP pouch(1 maomao)
2 HP key chain(1 maomao)
1 neckcles(gugu mammy)
and.....and....and......
I forgot le.....
Im back,bt maomao now go camp....sian cant met her.....miss her soooo much.
hope she takecare herself in there.she will be bk on thurs,mayb gg to fetch her back.
Hmmmm....I miss him.....alot.dunno y am i gg to believe 'it' or not,i feel like distance drifting,drifting real far......since u have ur life,im not surpose to be interfering..............
A passager in to the life of one....
counting the every single steps....
crossing the mind of one...
Thinking,Missing,fearing......
why must it be the fear?
asking only yourself,
not believing and confident in oneself....
I fail to continue....
Heart bleeding every single second,minutes.....
The blood that flow out.....
my heart is weaken.....
every minutes,thousand and millon of cells dying
every day 1/4 of life flows aways
what else can I do more??
I cant go any farther.....
I dont want to be in this dreams,
I want to break through....
I dun wan things to to be different......
I dont wan you to leave my sight........
But i think,
i cant hold on to u forever....
I cant even hold you now......
can i still say forever??
can hold you once?
Can I??
I dun wan to be a burden to you......
I dun wan to be a person tt pissed you off....
I dunwan you to get annoy by me.....
I~
I just want a single moment....
to hold you tight....
It never be true....im awake
Better in time, @ 7:11 PM