{♥} Tuesday, July 29, 2008 '
Haven't really been posting for quiet long long le. Tired of life sometimes. Things that happen, i have been thinking through, saking comment about what i should do, but those just wont take place in me. Ya, those were people point, then what's mine? i seriously dont know. Those Action of yours, Words of yours, Acttitude of yours. Seriously, talking about ' god's word' ? do we really know about him? said he taught you to 'bless , do good' did you? i was just wondering doing good about talking things that will hurt? blessing by pushing that person too far? if it is, than i think god is really just the 'word' we said. Never realising how hurtful the words you say? maybe you did and you just want to say to hurt. feeling great seeing the person get hurt? HAHA. Yeah. good job, cause you really did it. so, god should be happy or sad seeing this? i wonder.
Not to say anything offensive, but is true. Did you 'guy think and put yourself into other people shose, before you say anything or do anything? yeah, i may have no right to say anything. i know im isnt perfect. sometime i really didnt think before i say,but after i realise i really hurt that person, i apologise for what i say. Atleast, i didnt say until very bitch.
If everyone where to think, 'Is her/hs fault not mine. then wo will ever to admit the fault?
Fine with me if you say the 'whole metter is mine fault. Im the one who start and end it. Im fne with that. Is true that i have fault in this metter. Over sensitive, over reacting, Acttitude, emotional. maybe more. I know that my over sensitive is getting worst, when ever it come's to friendship. Seriously i know. But what to do, isnt that i want. having that make me lost alot of friend. But this need time to change, is not like one or two days. Maybe you dont have this kind of thing bothering you, but can you put yourself into my shose? I wanted to change, but you must know, this is internal emotion. External dislike is more easy to change more then internal one. the emotion in me is out of my control. That's is my fault and the shit that alot of you dont like. i know that. I will try changing. But you think you have no fault about this metter? I cant say anything. as you say, i got no right to judge you.
Things that you heard, believe it if you like. Is ok. And , YES. i did say things. But didnt you? Curse? AHHA! Dont know what more to say for that. Do good to those that hate you? AHHA! By saying hurtful things aloud for anyone to hear? God really teach that way ar? HEEZ.
CAN YOU JUST CHANGE THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR ACTTITUDE? Nice right when you heard pohwei saying that? Happy right? she help you say 1st? wish she say another time ar? Hope that you are the one that say those ar? sure say louder that pohwei right? Heard that all le laa. (If some sentence missnig or phase wrong, sorry ar. )
Here ka jiao wei there ka jiao wei, Grow up aready? Haven't baa. Thinking back those moment of last time, i think we will all smile and laugh. Thinking that '' OMG! We are so childish laa. '' HAHA! Truly childish but still we want to go back to that time baa? the fun and happy moment.
Dont know why every stupit things must be link up with me. Ya, acttitude all those.
Ya Ya Ya Ya ... I know i know. I try change again baa. I know i change before and change back. but, who dont have their mistake? who dont have their own acttitude? I will change, FOR THE SAKE OF MYSELF! is that alright? hahaha. you must be dame happy doing some ' small action' behide ar? Dame happy to see me cry right? Great show, i know. ATTANTION SEEKER? YEAH, like you say before, who dont attantion seek? so issit that you 'guys got no right to say that? (i do remember that 1 of your post wrote that) Who dont cry? Is that i cant get over my emotion. can you kindly think about other people before you say something hurtful? ok,i know my emotion suck. and im sorry. but i just cnt help it. im not acting what pity or what. but my emotion just cant help it. Dont have to purposly say anything so loud for me to hear. if you want to say anything, say infront of me baa.
XINYI,DAPHNE,POHWEI and MAMMY THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I REALLY NEED SOMEONE.
THANKS!
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Sign-ed off, Y RIIYUKO
Not to say anything offensive, but is true. Did you 'guy think and put yourself into other people shose, before you say anything or do anything? yeah, i may have no right to say anything. i know im isnt perfect. sometime i really didnt think before i say,but after i realise i really hurt that person, i apologise for what i say. Atleast, i didnt say until very bitch.
If everyone where to think, 'Is her/hs fault not mine. then wo will ever to admit the fault?
Fine with me if you say the 'whole metter is mine fault. Im the one who start and end it. Im fne with that. Is true that i have fault in this metter. Over sensitive, over reacting, Acttitude, emotional. maybe more. I know that my over sensitive is getting worst, when ever it come's to friendship. Seriously i know. But what to do, isnt that i want. having that make me lost alot of friend. But this need time to change, is not like one or two days. Maybe you dont have this kind of thing bothering you, but can you put yourself into my shose? I wanted to change, but you must know, this is internal emotion. External dislike is more easy to change more then internal one. the emotion in me is out of my control. That's is my fault and the shit that alot of you dont like. i know that. I will try changing. But you think you have no fault about this metter? I cant say anything. as you say, i got no right to judge you.
Things that you heard, believe it if you like. Is ok. And , YES. i did say things. But didnt you? Curse? AHHA! Dont know what more to say for that. Do good to those that hate you? AHHA! By saying hurtful things aloud for anyone to hear? God really teach that way ar? HEEZ.
CAN YOU JUST CHANGE THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR ACTTITUDE? Nice right when you heard pohwei saying that? Happy right? she help you say 1st? wish she say another time ar? Hope that you are the one that say those ar? sure say louder that pohwei right? Heard that all le laa. (If some sentence missnig or phase wrong, sorry ar. )
Here ka jiao wei there ka jiao wei, Grow up aready? Haven't baa. Thinking back those moment of last time, i think we will all smile and laugh. Thinking that '' OMG! We are so childish laa. '' HAHA! Truly childish but still we want to go back to that time baa? the fun and happy moment.
Dont know why every stupit things must be link up with me. Ya, acttitude all those.
Ya Ya Ya Ya ... I know i know. I try change again baa. I know i change before and change back. but, who dont have their mistake? who dont have their own acttitude? I will change, FOR THE SAKE OF MYSELF! is that alright? hahaha. you must be dame happy doing some ' small action' behide ar? Dame happy to see me cry right? Great show, i know. ATTANTION SEEKER? YEAH, like you say before, who dont attantion seek? so issit that you 'guys got no right to say that? (i do remember that 1 of your post wrote that) Who dont cry? Is that i cant get over my emotion. can you kindly think about other people before you say something hurtful? ok,i know my emotion suck. and im sorry. but i just cnt help it. im not acting what pity or what. but my emotion just cant help it. Dont have to purposly say anything so loud for me to hear. if you want to say anything, say infront of me baa.
XINYI,DAPHNE,POHWEI and MAMMY THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I REALLY NEED SOMEONE.
End here;
Sign-ed off, Y RIIYUKO
Better in time, @ 4:48 PM