{♥} Tuesday, July 8, 2008 '
Today school was fine. Only that i dont know why she give me acttitude after break. I dont know why. Ya,always my fault to other people point of view? Last time want i quarrle with them,i emo they also want say me attantion seek? Why issit always me?
Xinyi was right baa,mayb some time just dont so kp so helpful,so care for people.
but,is eazy to go on her. me, never gose right.
YTIME FILE~
Beacuse of some misunderstanding between our sister,i change becuase of them.
My acttitude.(althought some time will come back,but who dont? who is 100% ok? )
My thinking.(althought some time i dont really think of your point of view. but,no on is 100%)
My mood.(some times come back with my usual mood,but you cant blam me,who dont have their own acttitude)
That's the things i change for you guys but dose anyone appreciate that? Dose anyone notice that?
Why is that no one will ever think about me 1st? i dont need you to pity me,but atleast pay attantion to me, right? is like, i always think about you girls,but i seems none think about me 1st. i know you surly be thinking, 'is you ownself willing de maa' i dont know why you all never understand. haven i give in enough? haven i?
I didnt think of giving up? I have. I HAVE! but i never,because i beileve that you will know and find my existence soon. and i believe some sister aready find out. although some time you still let me linger around. but is good enough. THANKS for hearing me out POHWEI!!!! THANKS FOR HEARING ME OUT TOO ESTHER!!! XINYI!!! Thanks girls. you girls really help alot to be by hearing me! I LOVE YOU GIRL!
I have to say im really disappointed with you. And, I DONT CARE IF WHERE YOU BREAK WITH HIM HE WILL HATE ME OR NOT! CAUSE I HAVE TO SAY, THIS WILL BE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME! BECAUSE I DIDNT TAKE A GUN OF KEEP ASK HER TO BREK WITH YOU!!!! SO I ALSO DONT CARE IF YOU READING MY BLOG OR WHAT EVER IT IS!
I tell you before dont bluff me. you give me your promise. and you break it again.
each time you break,it hurts. Im i surpose to be given those kind emoing of you and acttitude?
sometime is that i dont know what wrong i am to be deserving that. really dont know. tell me. Im not good enough to you? i didnt care for you? I believe those with eyes could see how much i love you and care for you more then any others.
I believe you also dont know that i help you alot behide you. although i dont need any thing or want you to know.but i just want to tell you that, pay more attantion to people around you.
Im not wanting us to split because of him. I DONT WANT BECAUSE OF 1 DARN GUY! HIS NOT WORTH! [[YOU ARE NOT WORTH,TRUST ME YOU ARE NOT]]-HIM!
Xinyi was right baa,mayb some time just dont so kp so helpful,so care for people.
but,is eazy to go on her. me, never gose right.
YTIME FILE~
Beacuse of some misunderstanding between our sister,i change becuase of them.
My acttitude.(althought some time will come back,but who dont? who is 100% ok? )
My thinking.(althought some time i dont really think of your point of view. but,no on is 100%)
My mood.(some times come back with my usual mood,but you cant blam me,who dont have their own acttitude)
That's the things i change for you guys but dose anyone appreciate that? Dose anyone notice that?
Why is that no one will ever think about me 1st? i dont need you to pity me,but atleast pay attantion to me, right? is like, i always think about you girls,but i seems none think about me 1st. i know you surly be thinking, 'is you ownself willing de maa' i dont know why you all never understand. haven i give in enough? haven i?
I didnt think of giving up? I have. I HAVE! but i never,because i beileve that you will know and find my existence soon. and i believe some sister aready find out. although some time you still let me linger around. but is good enough. THANKS for hearing me out POHWEI!!!! THANKS FOR HEARING ME OUT TOO ESTHER!!! XINYI!!! Thanks girls. you girls really help alot to be by hearing me! I LOVE YOU GIRL!
I have to say im really disappointed with you. And, I DONT CARE IF WHERE YOU BREAK WITH HIM HE WILL HATE ME OR NOT! CAUSE I HAVE TO SAY, THIS WILL BE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME! BECAUSE I DIDNT TAKE A GUN OF KEEP ASK HER TO BREK WITH YOU!!!! SO I ALSO DONT CARE IF YOU READING MY BLOG OR WHAT EVER IT IS!
I tell you before dont bluff me. you give me your promise. and you break it again.
each time you break,it hurts. Im i surpose to be given those kind emoing of you and acttitude?
sometime is that i dont know what wrong i am to be deserving that. really dont know. tell me. Im not good enough to you? i didnt care for you? I believe those with eyes could see how much i love you and care for you more then any others.
I believe you also dont know that i help you alot behide you. although i dont need any thing or want you to know.but i just want to tell you that, pay more attantion to people around you.
Im not wanting us to split because of him. I DONT WANT BECAUSE OF 1 DARN GUY! HIS NOT WORTH! [[YOU ARE NOT WORTH,TRUST ME YOU ARE NOT]]-HIM!
Better in time, @ 6:14 PM